I've gotta be honest, it feels good to sit in front of my pc and gets some thoughts out on the proverbial paper so to speak. Lots of things have happened in my life since the last time I've posted on this blog.

My mom passed away.

I got myself a job.

Passed the road test and got myself a Driver's License.

And finally I took a break from school for a year and am slowly trying to piece together some semblance of a life for myself. I've been feeling a bit out of sorts lately due to the position I seem to be in at the moment.

As I sit back and watch a lot of my friends get on with their lives and graduate from college then go on to get jobs and start the next chapter in their life, I look at myself and wonder what I'm doing and where will I be in life in the net 5 years or so. It's a very unsettling feeling to wake up one day and have no idea what you want to do with the rest of your life. I can't even imagine myself in in any particular role or having a career.

All I can hope for is that I find something that interests me, that I'm good at doing that I can do for the rest of my life hopefully.

More on these thoughts later...